Crazy Psyco Poem

I hate if u too care to another girl

i hate until i want to kill another girl in the world, so u will just look at me.

I dont knw why do i become too possesive about u.

My love to u make my eyes balind, make my heart cold and make my brain so crazy.

If i can i want to lost that feeling until my mind blank,my heart so empty n i lost my memory so i cant hate another people.

I look like arrow, which fly without purpose, i can hurt another people without know she or he is my friend or my rival or he is u.

Loving u make Me lost who am i,and i forget a reason why i love u.

I can't lie in front of u, i lie if i can calm down, if i dont give u attention if u beside another girl althought u just talk,just give her smile.

I know that my feeling just give u burden. It is my true feeling about u, my crazy feeling want to be u become my own.

I know u never have love to me, i understand if u give me attention like if u give attention to another girl.

I know that u just seek a place to calm down, u seek a peace place who never give u burden.

But dont u know if u think that place is me, u got wrong. In the reality, i never give u peace place to calm down

In my heart so dark with my jealousy, but i hide that feeling cz i dont want lost u

I hope u r my first n my last boyfriend now n forever.

I can lost my self if u want to lost me, i can hide my jealousy, my anger if u want to me be calm down.

U are my one n the only one in my hear